sorry
2003-12-15

everytime, i open my mouth and speak, i just feel that i've said something wrong and offended people. people close to me tell me that i should think before i shoot my mouth off. i cant help it, i'm not one of those people who can say -anything- and still have people loving them. i'm not. people always say treat others the way you want them to treat you. i'm fucking sorry that i treated you guys that way. i like being direct and i want you guys to be direct with me. if you're unhappy, say it, dont beat around the bush.

sorry people, just needed to get that off the chest. i can't stand the cold treatment that people give, it doesn't get anything done and nothing comes to the surface for understanding to occur.

shall have to go off and clear my thoughts. not good to concentrate on stuff with this load on. bye.

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