2005-09-26

Just realised that I havent blogged in ages, partly due to the upcoming promos, but oh well. Past few weeks have been trying, for some reason, just seemed ot have lost the prescence of Him in my life, which really to say the least, is not pleasant. You feel like a lost lamb, with no guidance or whatever so. Yet things seem to be getting better and better, like I feel led to share, led to study, things no longer screw up that badly, yet i couldn't recognise the grace flowing into my life. Started feeling as though He had rejected me, despite everything that the Bible says, despite the knowledge of the sacrifice that Jesus has paid, I started falling into the trap that the devil had set.

But my Father is good and He saved me back from there. Was crossing the road when the green man was on, listening to mp3 player and not bothering to see the road. Suddenly this car just ignored the red light and sped past me, missing by inches. Yet before that, for some reason, my step had slowed, I didn't speedwalk as usual. It was as though He was protecting me, keeping me from all these dangers. The most amazing thing is, this is already the second time it has happened this year. It just hit me then, how much He had actually given and will continue giving me. That even when I'm lost, He will bring me back, for His covenant with us will never be shaken, His shalom shall prevail forever in our hearts ;)

Been recieving so overwhelmingly from Him that sometimes i'll just start tearing like during worship at caregroup on sat, it's an inexplicible feeling of how loved you are, that it just swells up in your heart and wow. Really thank God for leading me to caregroup on sat, really needed to hear many of the things that everyone said :)And praise Lord for giving me so many precious brothers like jem, charles, jia hao, kenneth, marcus and sisters like elaine, jac, yeow, cherie, dee and the list just goes on and on. So so blessed for having such a faithful Fatherly God. Really refreshed now, [hint: look at the time] so revived ;)Really wish for so many more people to hear of the good news :D

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