2003-07-29

my friend is leaving on saturday. It's a fact. I'm unwilling to accept it. She's been around for so long, like a part of my daily life to see her drawing, to see her doing her stuff. I guess I just have to take it as it. It brings the number of people who have left to 3.

First was my senior, then my good friend, and now another good friend. I feel a sense of loss at first. But i don't cry. I dont feel anything other then emptiness, am I weird?

My friends decided during our ACE lesson that I should have a christian name. And guess what they chose for me? Jo. there are so many Jos already, I dont know if i should actually call myself that. It sounds fine by itself, but with my surname, it sounds really weird. Jo Ho. It sounds korean, or something that people say during christmas.

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