the weekend is officially over and it's time for school to begin. It's weird being sec 4s. quoting from a classmate, "the seniors last year seem so much more mature". feel weird that there isn't a senior to look up to, they aren't there to advise us anymore and they can't help in the running of the club. really miss my seniors, apparently they didn't have the same problem last year. quote," we didn't really talk to the sec4s, so i guess the loss of seniors didn't really affect us."
Boney M - Rasputin
a song that they sang in hist class, they passed it on to the people like me who don't take hist. i miss my seniors!! realised that i don't like being looked up to, i don't like being a leader, it makes me uncomfortable to be accountable for them. spent lunch with huiru after house prac, really miss the times when the club just sat on the steps at far east and ate cup noodles from 7-11, those times were always filled with fun and laughter, they made up for all the fustrations suffered during the duties.
but during dinner with mj after orientation concert, we started worrying for the year after us. the future chairman doesn't seem firm enough, the commitment that the members show aren't enough to sustain us. after my year leaves, it leaves 10 people to run all the functions, excluding the sec 1s. out of the 10, only 4 have enough experience to do impromtu duties. basically, it means that they do not have the essential instincts to hold through the functions. we worry, but we can't do much, all our schedules are in a mess, we can't even call together a proper general meeting to talk to them.
rockapella - stand by me
a good thing that is to be mentioned: the sec 1 hoy complemented mrc!! ^^;; was so happy when she said to the technician and me that the club knew what we were doing. was so happy, felt like all the anger in me just dissappeared. she then proceeded to tell us to train the juniors well Xp -stress- sigh, miss the days when there were no worries.
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