2005-05-13

With each second ticking by a minute change occurs in everyone of us. So what happens after seconds turn into hours, hours to days and days to years? Do all of us remain the same, or changed beyond recognition, to act like strangers instead of friends, memories locked and stored away like old documents?

Met a few friends today and all i can say is that letting go is so hard but inevitable. Everyone changes, so the sense of familiarity that's dearly missed can never materialize again even if we all turn back and work things out. It shatters my heart having to let go of things that were so close to my heart but I guess it is the only way to allow new people to take the place, that everything is forced by the momentum of change occuring around oneself that it is impossible to remain stagnant and impassive to them.

I keep feeling the darkness closing around me but I reach for the light and glory of the Lord to keep me warm and going. At times though, it seems to fade to a twinkle, so distant and out of my reach. Don't really know what's wrong now or what was the catalyst of this mood. Shall have to go off now. Till again.

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