2006-05-31

Okay, realised I haven't posted in ages again :) Been terribly busy, be it tkd or catching up on sleep^^ Just a few updates~ We got 2nd for inter jc tkd expose!! Had a really good time throughout the competition =D pretty glad i stayed to the end instead of going for campus, got to experience the euphoria and estatic atmosphere when the positions were announced:) Lots of unhappy stuff occured too, but as jia hao says, it's the process that matters, not the results. Why should we then let the results colour the entire journey that led up to the competion? No matter what others say or whatever unhappiness arose, the journey that we went through, all the trainings and laughter that we had is something that can neevr be taken away =D

Really thankful for having someone to place this into perspective, especially since all the anger was becoming such a burden >.< Broke down during praise and worship on sunday, was just praying for the ability and love to forgive and forget all the unfairness that we had probably encountered. Broke down again when talking to jia hao. But now, it's just behind me, if I look back now, it seems almost laughable to have let that bother me =)

It's hols!! Heh, just catching up on my sleep and enjoying listening to the word :) Also went out with classmates to watch xmen3!! Heh, <3 the action, and angel's body is so darn hot, except he didn't exactly play a crucial role -_-"" then went shopping around :) Think I'm finally getting in touch with my feminine side, seeing how I finally want to shop -and- acting cute when taking photos >.< Omg, someone save me.

Got back SATS results too. Guess by anyone's standards, it's so devastatingly bad that I ought to dig a hole and hide my head in it forever. But somehow, I don't really know how to react to it. Maybe it's becoming immune to bad results, seeing how I've been recieving bad results almost my whole life. Feel as though maybe I ought to stop daydreaming and be one of the few pathetic rg geps who land up studying in singapore, due to the inability to either obtain a scholarship or to pay my way through an overseas education. Then again, I don't really know what I want out of this life, don't know where I'm headed, just praying for His wisdom to lead me, esp since I'm so screwed. Feel like some retard who had just degenerated from a possibly smart person to something that's possibly lower than a dust bunny >.<

Shall go off and immerse myself in God's words, haha, the world's not a good place to hang around in =D tata~

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