2005-04-03

vaneh and yushan got into uwc!! vaneh's heading for italy and yushan to norway =D Happy for them coz it's such a cool experience and that their wishes came through. Know that I should be really elated for them but can't help but have the nagging thought that 'another two less RG girls in HC'. Don't really know why is it that I can't let go of the past as well as most of my friends have.

Was talking to hanyin about how most of the 413-ers have changed, how we now have gatherings not coz we just want to hang out and have fun but coz we feel obliged to, like 'oh, even 411 and 414 had theirs, let's have one too!' It seems so sad how being in diff school has just seperated us, that having diff experiences cause us to be unable to communicate. Somehow, I feel like the only person who hasn't changed is eu, as in, she seems so unaffected by everything, still the fun-lover =D

Random though: seeing RG girls around school seems to be the only thing keeping me going these few days, like a piece of home in a foreign place. Having one less, whether good friends or not just seems hard to let go. Shall go off now, tonight seems to be depressing...

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