2003-06-05

*sigh* know that it has been kinda long before i posted an entry... seems like everytime i post an entry its depressing, so i'm seriously considering whether i shld just stop blogging, get myself out of everybody's life and so on. read a book on suicide, thought a lot. and guess what?

I got influenced.

So now i started cutting again, nobody knows, because they think i can handle it. they think im strong. I think im crumbling inside. I'm about to die.

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