chocolates and jc worship
2006-06-19

Been on such a rollercoaster recently >.< Been pretty down, exams are coming up, but somehow, can't seem to find the motivation to study =s Just can't find the mugger in me. Just gonna trust that God will see me through. Really wish that sometimes, school wasn't such an important part of life. Don't feel that it edifies me one bit =s

On another note~ Chocolates are lots of fun!! Haha, helped out in the children aid society cip. We melted chocolate, coated muffins, piped chocolate, made little chocolate booties. The frangrance of choclate is really heavenly~ but oh~ chocolate itself is so sinful :$

Had jc cluster worship over at ntu on saturday. Was really blessed, so glad that they managed to pull off the event. Felt that all of us really recieved in one way or another, the anoiting in the place was just so tangible, it's simply amazing what happens when people come together to just praise and thank the Lord for all that He has done. It struck me during the worship that all the fustrations I've had for the past months, be it with people whom place studies over church, or other people's own expectations, or even my own expectations of myself, they aren't supposed to be my fustrations, in fact they aren't supposed to be there. All I need to do is just let God into all of them and let Jesus be the master of my heart. Coz He's full of love, and where He exists, nothing else but love can exist. And because He has already defeated the devil, so all I need to do is to sit by Him and listen to Him.

Just listening to worship and sermons now, just really want to edify myself and be filled with life =)

An excerpt of a song that I just heard:

Jesus, You're my savior
You are Heaven in my heart~

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