2006-01-19

Guess what my friend said is very true. The closer you are to a person, the harsher you judge him or her. Coz you set such high expectations on them that at times, when they fail, the feeling of 'betrayal' or 'disappointment' is stronger than when others do so.

It's really been a long time since I've been so angry at a friend, it's such a burden to carry this anger, like this burst of fury that I'm trying to rein in with all my strength but it's all in vain. Keep telling myself to just let go and let God, but it's so hard to just place it down.

Dammit, am so pissed that I could sit in a corner and just cry, hate being so angry at any of my friends, keep being tempted to just walk down the old road and let the anger flow out, at least I'll be too exhausted to feel such anger then...

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